Saying that we are living in interesting times may sound as un understatement. To me, the outer world is like a fascinating movie. Little is what it seems to be. I understand that many people are confused, trying to make sense of all that is presented to them: the twists, the turns, the thickening of the plot…
I have long ago giving up on trying to understand the work of the chess players.
Instead of stepping into the emotions created by the constant flow of information, I focus on myself, on the energy I contribute to our collective field.
I feel the excitement deep within, the knowing that no matter how long the movie takes, there is a happy ending.
It is what keeps me going when I wake up, feeling as if I have been run over by a truck, exhausted instead of refreshed. Snippets of intense dreams popping up, asking for attention. Just like the ringing of my ears, the at times extremely fast heartbeat, the sensation that every single cell in my body is vibrating and that my nervous system is stretched to its limits.
No matter how uncomfortable, vulnerable or emotional I feel, one way or the other I get through each day. Something as simple as a friend asking ‘how are you feeling today?’, can perk me up. And, whenever I wonder how to get through the discomfort, Bastet or Yeshua may pop in with a reassuring message.
Bastet:
“This phase of your journey is tempting. It is challenging and it is rewarding. You know it: a time will come when you look back and you will not even remember how you have felt. It will be forgotten, like the birthing pains a mother goes through. In a way that is what is happening to you. Yet, slower, much slower, this birthing process is not just taking days, it may take weeks. And all you can do, is surrender. Surrender and trust that all is well. That you are good enough and that it is all part of the Divine master plan. Do not fear, dear one, do not waver and do not doubt. All is well and we are with you.”
Yeshua:
“Beloved, you are constantly leveling up, and each new level will be proceeded by a dis-comfort zone ;-) You are strong enough to handle it. Soft enough to flow through it. And brave enough to go the extra mile. Your smile will work wonders along the way.”
If you too are feeling the discomfort, know that you are not alone. We are all in this together, leveling up for the highest good of the collective.
Thank you for being here in this time of monumental shift on the planet!