Have you ever mourned the loss of something you haven’t even owned or touched? If, a month ago, you had asked me if this were possible, I would probably have considered it highly unlikely. I know better now.
Several months ago, one of my best friends was visiting. Catching up over a cup of tea, Erna suddenly took a crystal out of her pocket.
“Oh, I had almost forgotten about it. It wanted to come along with me today”, she said.
My eyes grew big. Never before had I seen anything like it. It wasn’t just beautiful, it was radiating. Holding it in my hand, I received a clear message: I was supposed to have my own.
These crystals come in a variety of colors, each of them holding a unique vibration. Soon, I found one that truly resonated with me. The illusion that it was just about finding that one, was short-lived. My guides pointed out crystal after crystal, telling me I will use them during healing sessions for my clients.
Wanting to order the one that feels special to me, I was told to order two of the other crystals on ‘the list’ instead. My guides explained that those had a higher priority for healing purposes. A reason I happily accepted, especially since they guaranteed me that my special one would be well guarded for me.
On my second visit to the shop I was again asked to prioritize other crystals.
When it happened for the third time, I felt a bit annoyed. My guides made me a clear promise: my special one would be next; coming to me in August.
Slightly in shock I had stared at Erna’s message. After a recent visit - seeing and feeling my crystal collection - she had felt the urge to visit the shop as well. She had ordered two beauties… including my special one. I felt confused. Why was this happening? My guides kept telling me there was a good reason. What could I not yet see? Bit by bit a bigger picture started to unfold. Could it be...?
Visiting Erna, I arrive with an open heart, open mind, and my crystals. Both of us felt that we needed to bring our crystals together.
I am willing to accept that maybe I do not at all resonate with my special one when I see it. The opposite happens. Still at a few meters distance, just looking at it and feeling its radiant energy, my legs start shaking. Holding it in my hands, I feel the ripples of energy flow into every cell of my body.
“When I was meditating with it yesterday, I heard the message ‘I am the way, the truth and the life’. This crystal is connected with Yeshua”, she says, looking me into the eyes. “You are more connected with Yeshua than I am. Maybe the crystal is supposed to be yours.”
I nod.
“And this one is supposed to be yours”, I say, handing her one of my crystals.
Day after day I had looked at that one crystal in my circle. Beautiful as it was, heart-shaped even, I strongly felt it didn’t belong there. It was the one crystal my friend could feel in every cell of her body. She had told me so, the first time she held it. I hadn’t grasped it then, still thinking it was part of my collection, because I would need to use it during healing sessions.
In fact, my guides had me secure it for her, when she was not yet ready to buy it. And then they made her secure my special one. While I was going through the mourning process, she went through feelings of guilt for not having checked my list.
Once we see the bigger picture, we have a good laugh. Both of us followed up on higher orders, buying crystals we hadn’t intended to buy. We were each presented with emotions to release.
“What a cosmic joke”, Erna says.
“I am most certain our guides had a lot of fun, arranging it”, I answer with a smile.
“It’s only the beginning”, she repeats the message she is receiving. “We might be up for some bigger tests...”
We have a good laugh and a big hug. We already knew there is a profound soul-level connection between us. We may indeed have agreed on bigger tests, along with profound supportive roles towards one another.
My special crystal came to me in August.
My guides kept their promise, while guiding me to next level trust.
Sure enough last week another friend asked me for the website of the crystal shop. She too strongly feels she is supposed to have one.
‘Oh no’, I thought with a feeling of slight panic, ‘should I inform her of the ones that are still on my list?’
Noticing my reaction, I had a giggle. Of course not, if they are truly meant to come to me, they will. One way or the other.
After all, the ways of the Universe are mysterious…